Monday, May 02, 2005

my 2 shephards, Eugenia and Clara, plus Esther Leong and Pui Yee have gone on that Lahu mission trip... oh, will miss them so much! haha, cos will miss teasing them, especially Esther. when she comes back, the next time we're seeing her, we're all going to wear pink because she doesn't like the colour. haha, i really hope that they're having the best experience and that they'll be safe!
powerhouse was really good... though sometimes i feel that my prayer life may be a little lacking in that department. it's a great way to be closer with the Lord i guess. anyway, after third service on sunday, i asked Desmond, who plays lead guitar for worship, if he had any score sheets for the music and he passed me one, which was really really nice of him. he definitely didn't have to do that! and it's actually quite easy to read, even with 4 sharps... i think my sight reading is improving already! and i realised that with all the !!!! i'm becoming like Quek... she's always giving !!!! in her SMS-es. heehee!!! and that somehow seemed a little retarded coming from me.
was just wondering how come guys can't just go out and say what they're thinking instead of letting us go and do the guessing. we're not guys, how would we know what you're feeling when you're trying to be all macho and strong? it ain't weak to let people know you're feeling like crap sometimes ya? haha, i guess i was watching Love at Dolphin Bay, and i just felt that all the problems would be solved if people were just more frank with each other. haha.
i realised that contrary to popular belief, it really is very very possible to fall in love with someone who doesn't fit your mode of that dream guy, be it in looks or in character. no one's perfect but they become perfect when you fall in love with them. aww... that's so sweet... and i really have to stop this because the sugary high of that brownie i just ate is wearing off and i don't want to be extremely mollified by what i've written when it actually does wear off.
SMILE!!!